transformation

i think i needed a new look. I'm bored with the old. bah. Well, it's been more than 2 weeks since i took the very much needed break from work, oh well, whatmore, for exams. At least my mind is off work for a month. I longed for this break since ages! But looks like it's coming to an end real soon. Exams aren't undemanding. They are just as complicated which causes nervous tension as my line of work could bring.

hence, the churns, twirls of gases in my stomach, butterflies up and down, made me s.i.c.k. for...quite a bit. For the past one month, I've puked at least 5 times, 1 jab, many many intakes of panadol and inhalation/rubs of my trustee ol' orange oilment all the way from thailand. I'm alright now, i hope so...till my next paper...

Anyway, I'm still loving this period for me to unwind. However, I'm still extremely JeaLOus!! when friends take annual leaves for a total holiday somewhere cold, breezy, a REAL holiday, while I sacrifice all these leaves for exams. Not much of a holiday, huh. Potong steam. real POTONG! -potong-potong-potong!!

Dad : Eh where you wanna go for CNY?
ME : I don't think I have enough leave to take..cos of exams..............

Friend 1 : Eh let's go Camerons...there's this camp....
ME : I can't..I don't have any more leave to take...I'm having exams...............

Friend 2 : Bel, come for my company trip lah!
Me : I can't..I can't even take like 2 days leave....all are kept for exams....

Friend 3 : Can you take a few days off? Let's go somewhere!
Me : Erm...no I don't think I even dare to take anymore leaves...cos I don't have anymore to take..

Which leaves me, NO MORE DAYS for CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!! booohoooooooo....Hmm...apparently I have one OT leave..in case of emergency. But still, so not fair lo! ahhh.........why do I even complaint and grumble so much!!!!??!?!??!??!? someone control me!