Saturday, December 02, 2006

Shattered

I am tired
So tired
Just tired
Physically tired
Tired of how people judge and condemn me
Tired of worrying
Tired of people trying be friendly
Tired of getting trashed
Tired of how everything affects me
Tired of even trying
Tired of it all
Tired of L.I.F.E

Even how hard I try, nobody appreciates
Pointless

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

*hugz*
hang in there. I know things aren't easy but there's still brighter days coming up.
Was really great seeing you on Sunday.
Really miss you loads babe.

Love ya~

lil-belle said...

hey babe

thankz loads for always encouraging! you know I always need it..but yah, it isn't gonna be easy for me for the first few months. It's mad. Even for a starter, Ive been coming back home like 11-12ish at night.

It's not cool...! How la to hang out more.. I get stressed, tired and turning into the not-so-young, innocent, cheerful me. I've been really moody these days.

Sighs! I miss A1010 days where I get all crazy and laughing, smiling all the time. Now, you don't see me smiling that much..sad huh. I wish I do..but i can't! sheesh.. life.

pooh63 said...

Tired? You are too young to say tired. Long way to go, sweetheart. :)

You feel tired maybe you care for others too much. People around you can be somebody to you, can be nobody to you. So depend on how you look at things/people. You just do your best. The result just let to the God. As time goes on, your experience accumulate, then everything will be simple to you. So don't stress yourself up.What you need is time. Enjoy when you still AA2. You survive in A4, you survive every where.

Your smile are so comfortable and warm to me. Hope you smile or even laugh more. The more you smile, the happier you are. The happier you are, you smile or laugh more. So start now.

Never bring back works. Home supposed to be yours and not KPMG. If you want, finish it in the office. Do whatever you like after home even it is just one or two hour before your sleep. Sometime quality of time more important than quantity of time.

Just stop here. Getting more and more long winded. :)

From pooh63