sister for the day?

clare, me (sister of 3), lil joy, belle

haha. thank you clare and belle for the wonderful previous post! btw, if any of you were wondering, these 3 wonderful siblings paid a visit to my house for the day. I was just glad to become their sister for the day while the other brothers had their time at futsal. Well, I can start auctioning them off one by one....any takers? *nyek nyeks* Had a great time bonding and just chilling..still trying to dig out secrets from them. while lil joy started cracking up jokes!! can fight with my brother lo! they were just going on and on and on....quality time spent on a sunday afternoon, instead of sleeping. You girls make me smile even more. :) You girls make my day!

to belle from belle

the right belle is the true beauty

belle oh belle! we got the same name and we both like butterflies!! what a coincidence! i love you and i hope you love me tooo!! you are a true blessing from heaven to me! i thank God that i met you! rmb PDL? hehe you are so beautiful, sweet, and caring! a true BEAUTY! please take care of my secrets well! *wink wink*

love always,

belle

I LOOOOVE CLARE VERY MUUUUCH and clare loves MEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

a mamak session

miss joy the wong

Finally, my dear miss joy wong has revealed her identity from the previous mysterious sms. haha. so much so for scouts honour? you broke your promise! but oh well, I already knew it was her from the start from that unknown number. it was so JOY. *grin* Joy joy, you never fail to forget my birthday nor to catch up whenever you're back. It's always a joy to have you back with us. Missing you as much as you miss me.... And again, you stay no longer than a month. Bah! I know you wish I could be in Melb with you (ahem..so thick skin) but I wish too that you could be here! well, continue preparing that extra bed for me in case I pop by surprise. :) Boohoo. chic`a`babe. Will always be missing you wherever you are!! awaiting your return, soon!!

my holiday

I'm taking a break. ~pause~
somewhere not too far, not too near.
somewhere where I can chill with some dear friends.
away from KL, away from worries.
for the meantime.
a couple of days would do.
see you all, soon enough. :)

Lost in thoughts

It has been pretty much, an exhausting week. Yes, lost in thoughts. Much happened. When it rains, it really pours.
Still haven’t gotten, my breathing space.
I think a wake up call indeed. More than ever before, I think I need You.
You feel the gap.

Says a pastor, him:
“Nothing happens by chance in a Christian’s life. Despite unwanted things happening in our lives, God is still in charge. Sometimes He uses circumstances to get our attention.”

Besides the pondering, I’m definitely still clueless on what’s next. It has been a funny mix of laughters, joy, excitement, stress, sadness, shock, and some fear for the past few months. Feeling like an old fart now with age catching up. *gulps*

Wishing.

I could be young once again. Geez…dreaming on.
On the other hand....i could always, always be young at heart. *grin*

2 songs greatly inspiring me at the moment.

“Rescue” by Desperation Band

You are the source of the life

I can't be left behind

No one else will do

I will take hold of you

I need You Jesus

To come to my rescue

Where else can I go

There's no other name by

Which I am saved

Capture me with grace

I will follow you

This world has nothing for me

I will follow You

This world has nothing for me
I will follow You

“Came To The Rescue” by United Live

Falling on my knees in worship

Giving all I am to seek Your face

Lord all I am is Yours

My whole life I place in Your hands

God of mercy

Humbled I bow down

In Your presence, at Your throne

I called

You answered

And You came to my rescue

I want to be where You are

In my life

Be lifted high

In our world

Be lifted high

In our love

Be lifted high


Be blessed. :)

Floating

I can’t help feeling it, but it feels that I’ve been floating for the past few months. First I was stuck at home in KL trying hard at studying. Then it was camp at port dickson..then came the training cum preparation in Malacca. Spent a week back home down south to recuperate. Next, I’m gone 2 weeks in Philippines having the time of my life just letting go of everything. I needed a pit stop!! And now I’m back to square one, back home recovering from the entire hectic schedule. In the period of less than 2 months, it feels like i've been travelling around the whole world experiencing people and nature, and now, I’m tired. First, I'm floating, next i'm direction-less.

Totally clueless at this point. Like what josh had said, it’s back to reality. Everyone’s been asking me the same question. “So, what’s next?” Without a doubt, the mission trip had taught me a great load of things I never knew about myself. So, what’s next? I think I’m still oblivious to the fact that I’m no longer a kid anymore. It’s time to grow up, make big decisions and not relying on people anymore. Welcaome to adulthood? More responsibilities? All I need is a time of reflection. Hence, the break. Moving on.

Friends come, friends go. Inevitable to that fact. One of the concerns deep inside me. A friend said that from now on, he would be tenacious towards friendships. I wish and hope I can maintain it. Yes. it takes a lot of effort and I’m gonna give it a try. Joy, I know exactly how you feel now. Oh well…let’s just hope I don’t get stoned one day by my friends for not keeping up with them! Haha Anyway, it’s back to my daily life, for now, bumming and rotting at home.

If any of you do feel bored, nothing else better to do, give me a ring! I'll be glad to catch up if i'm around.